Ramblings

So. It's currently 5AM. In exactly 12 hours, I'll be surrounded once again in the ever so complicated place of nothingness. How I dread having to go through those wooden doors and inhale the scents which can only be noticed by the trained. In that place resides a mystery. What is that, you ask? Why it is the unknown. Perhaps it is a someone, rather than a something. Maybe it's a craving. All I can do is try to stay away. But I can't. We exchange eye contact and I quickly look away. This subtleness is driving my mind out of it's proportions. Why can't I just be like the others? The screams from my heart are only muffled by the more powerful. To never be noticed. Ever.
Every one has found their one true match. Almost. The world continues to spin. But mine is at a dead halt. As they all move on, I watch and see. All the memories forgotten through the vortex of time. All the people forgotten. As fate twists lives together, they twist some back apart. Never to speak again. Never to meet again. Never to be remembered.
The sound of crickets fill the air. The sound of freedom lasts so long. But yet, it is to short. The brightness overpowers. Eyes open from their sleep. They move one step forward. As I go one step back. Moving further apart. Never able to catch up. For we are all going separate ways.